I've got four basic pics for you. Just 'cause I'm out of time. XD

( Rawrnessgah )

Hi. :D
XDD
Anyway, I've been meaning to talk for two weeks and haven't gotten around to it. ;.;
Alas, I have no time now, seeing as how I don't know when teh Loverly Anthony gets off work tonight.
However. DD has been letting me borrow her camera.
Yes, this means pictures and video. :DD
Just not right now. It's too slow and I have not the time. I may even post a couple scenery ones I extremely like on my DA, for once. XD And you'll finally get to see mah Loverly (if anyone's even here anymore. I doubt it. [is alone] v.v).

Anyway, I LOVE Y'ALL!!

[misses muchly],
DaNI o.

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"Nine Inch Nails, the one-man band of Trent Reznor, brought industrial music to the masses with 1989's Pretty Hate Machine. With its electronic rush, ... more"

WHAT IS THIS SHIT?!?!

[quotes and handmotions] "Insterts gun. Into mouth. And pulls the trigger."
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Things on my arm (in order from highest position):

My dashdot-CUTHERE-scissors symbol across my wrist.
"My depth percetion must be off AGAIN" under it.
"She cries alone at night too often" down my arm.
"Needle Street ain't no answer;;
can't d.r.e.a.m a HEARTACHE away" down my arm.
"I might change your life,
I might save my world.
Could you save me?" at the base of it.
'n my little dot-in-circle-heroin symbol in the crook of it.

To Cami:

[I might change your life,/I might save my world/Could you save me?~ says:
...Teh Sweena's in a hole, Cameh. ;.;
[I might change your life,/I might save my world/Could you save me?~ says:
It's dark in here...
[I might change your life,/I might save my world/Could you save me?~ says:
And the walls are so very high...
camiCATASTROPHE. says:
:( <3

Lyrics:

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been livin' in.
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand.

The angry boy, a bit too insane.
Icing over a secret pain; you know you don't belong.
You're the first to fight, you're way too loud,
you're the flash of light on a burial shroud.
I know something's wrong.
Well, everyone I know has got a reason to say,
"Put the past away."

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been livin' in.
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand.

Well, he's on the table and he's gone to code,
and I do not think anyone knows what they're doing here.
And your friends have left you, you've been dismissed.
I never thought it would come to this, and I,
I want you to know everyone's got to face down their demons.
Maybe today you could put the past away.

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been livin' in.
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand.
I would understand.
(I would understand, I would understand, I would understand...)

Can you put the past away?
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
I would understand.
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
I would understand.
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend;
and I would understand.
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
I would understand.
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend.
And I would understand.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

[tilts head] Well,...I suppose...Maybe most of it's true. [thinks]

Pictures (actual pics, yo XD) I decided to scan. From our trip to the Breaks Interstate Park back in June of last year. If you're ever in Virginia, find me. I'm not /extrememly/ far from there. I'll take you on the trail we're in front of, because everyone should have to. It's fabulous and I had a BLAST. [pshycho smile] (It's the Geological Trail, in case you don't find me. :P) Two not pictured are Cody, Cookie's kid, and Smitty (FROM THE CITY. :D), our/their friend, who owns teh camera (Smitty's an awesome senile old bastard, but Cody's just //flat out// annoying XD).

And three random ones.

( Look-see? )

[gurgle] We had to actually play /softball/ in gym today. [sob]

...And I sucked. I know I did. I can't hit a ball if you hold it in front of me. /But/, the worst part is, I have /absolutely/ no idea how to play. "All I know is you hit the ball a certain way and you run and you KEEP runnin'!" However, I actually hit the ball once. Barely. But, you know, they caught it as I almost got to base. But still. I suck.

(And you should have heard Emily, who's been playing this since she was little. She really wanted to go get her metal bat from her brother's truck, 'cause we were playing with one of those shitty plastic ones, and she wanted to knock someone out with it again XD. And we had a ball that was supposed to be a rag, but was rubber. And Mrs. Wisor wouldn't let her, so when she hit the ball, she'd swing it backwards as hard as she could when she took off, hoping she'd hit Mrs. Wisor. XDD)

And Jim watched us change out and everything, of course.

My PM on messenger (which has been about him for the past three days since we started this XD): Jim watched us play softball today. That sick, sick bastard.

(I told Mr. Guthrie--[cries because he won't be here tomorrow]-- in the library at lunch that Jim watched us play softball in gym class, and he said something like, "[shakes head; tsk] Yeah... He's--...He's got some problems. I'll make sure I report him. ;)" XD)

Well, that's creepy.

( apparently it's true )

In other news, I have not the time now, but later I may possibly post about 'manda's soon-to-be-here eighteenth birthday party, very confusing exercise, skipping class in broad daylight, Cami love day :P, Mr. Guthrie wanting to jump Jusin's bones, and double entendres leading to the creation of Jim

v from teh Essie.

1 - Which celebrity would you most like to give a damn good smack in the face?
Oh, goddamn. XD I'm pretty angry with Manson at the moment...Like, really. oO But, um....There's quite a few other, more popular ones that I'd want to, just because they exist. I'll say Spears, though, just 'cause we were talking about her today in gym (hilarious conversation). XD But, really, there are so many it's not funny. Just for their own little reasons, ya know?

2 - If you could live in any place in the world, where would it be?
I actually wouldn't want to live in one place. I think I've got that travel itch, ya know? Too bad I'm poor. :P A city would be nice, though. I don't know why (I apparently have a thing for wanting to break away from my roots also XD). But right now I'd be satisfied with getting to live in my (what I call Dad's) house for once. >< [grumbles]

3 - What is your favourite subject at school and why?
'Tis good about subject and not class. Those are different. But, probably English (which will morph into Literature next half of the semester, at which point I will hate it because then it will be time for oral presentations [dies]). Because it's the only thing I'm relatively good at. [le sigh]

4 - If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do?
Too many things to list here. 'Course, I'd have to actually be invisible to know that, since I have a tendency to go with the flow. XD Sneak on airplanes and go wherever I wanted. Steal stuff. Watch pretty bois XXX. Creep people out by making things "levitate." Invade the PA system in the Mall of American and use a booming voice to scream about God and Judgement Day. Shave a cat. Things like that.

5 - obligatory random one - what's your current hairstyle?
Eh. [tries to think if she has a proper pic up anywhere]. I have ones on my comp, but not on PB at the moment. oO shall find one later. Anyways, 'tis realleh dark brown, has blonde streaks from last school year's marker-red dye job, blonde tips from this year's fuschia, and dirty-blonde bangs from this year's dye job (which are over my left eye ('cause if it was my right they'd cover my line, yo)). It's long. Verdh. The longest point is /directly/ at my ass (not that you needed to know, I suppose...). 'n I put it in a ponytail, then clip it up to the back of my head. Everybody apparently. thinks it's shorter than it is because it only hangs down to my shoulders when I do that. ([is actually thinking about cutting it but is too skeerd.] XD) ...That was boring and time-consuming, wasn't it? [sigh]

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v from teh Becca.

1 - What are three favourite films of yours? Name two live-action and one animation. :D
I seriously don't know if I have favorite real-peoples movies. 'Course, I'm slipping out of touch with anime and manga [sob], so, maybe. Um... Boys Don't Cry is really, really good (I'm apparently not a boy XD). The other is a tie between Prey for Rock 'N Roll and the movie for The Outsiders. I'll tell you when I pick. [must play eenie-meanie-miney-moe again XD] Any type of animation? Uh...Teh Inuyasha movies are gewd, but not teh bestest... You have to love anything Burton once you get past the age where you're not scared of it... And I'm always gonna like the Lion King movies, the Balto movies, and the Land Before Time movies. So, this one's a tie between Lucky and Zorba ('cause I'm such a fucking little retard XD Even if I haven't seen it in /years/ ;.;) and Spirited Away. But it's probably Spirited Away...

2 - What are you most afraid of?
Death. Not, like, the actual dieing part, just the concept. I'd pay to live in Purgatory. Seriously, the only reason I haven't gone through with killing myself all these times is that I'm terrified of just being dressed up in stupid clothes I won't like, stuffed in a tissue box (even if I'm determined to be cremated), and dropped in a hole in the ground to get skull-fucked by maggots. I'm terribly afraid of not being able to just keep going to see what happens at the end of everything. I'm stingy and selfish and I wanna see it all, damnit! [shakes fist] But, alas. [sigh] Mother Nature is a cruel mistress. v.v

3 - What are your three favourite pairings out of ANY fandom?
Nyeh. I'll go with at the moment, 'cause this changes rapidly. XD Of course, Feesh/5 will always be love, no matter what. Urm... I'm becoming keen on Gabriel/Rafe (or Axel/Rafe, but that's not the same [sob]). [wants to see the fucking movie! @.@] Annn'... Geh. Tie between Fang/Iggy and Dave/Ehren. XD Well, I haven't read the first's book in a while (though I'm planning on it, soon), so I'll probably go with Dave/Ehren. Even if it can get disgusting. >> (I'll explain their origins if you wish. XD)

4 - If you'd killed someone, would you blame it on a multiple personality or claim all the credit yourself? ;)
Depends on the person, maybe. I wouldn't claim it in front of authoritah, let's say that. XD 'Cuz I'm chicken shit, yo. But otherwise, depending on the person, yeah. XDD

5 - What makes you happiest? :)
Haha. Fics, more often than not, but they've failed before. XD Music, really, but I listen to some depressing shit. At the moment, though, that'd be it. [takes her mp3 player or something everywhere] Books (and fics) have the same quality, but music is usually better for me. Talkin' to y'all keeps me amused, too, though. :)



I know that just killed j00. ;.; [babbles too much]


(Btw, Becca, I 'membered where /Pogo/ (not I) calling him Mazza comes from (the line, I mean). "And what Mazza says goes. Always." Comes from there. XD That's after I've started calling him that, though. [sigh; otterroll])

I have TWO. That are the SAME THING. But diff'ernt. 'cause I got BORED and CLOSED it. I /slightly/ like them, though, so they go here.

So, everybody knows A Softer World, yes? If nots, FORSHAME! Go check it out.

Anyway, I noticed that some of them had text that was very appliable to the Manson family. So, you know... I made my own pannels and frames and shit, and used their quotes ('CEPT! the two with the Augustana lyrics and teh Inu ending-theme lyrics).

There's one that they had that I wanted to do, but I have not a picture of Lily and/or Ali'. Does anyone? ;.; Either or both? Even a pic/pics of a cat/cats that look like them?

And there's also, like, three uber-shit Manson/Twig\Jay banner thingies.

Anyway, there be also some sort of blurb on today in the hopsital wif' Popaw.

( If I could have just one more day )

It seriously du'n, yo. oO Even though the description fits pretty much. Except for that last little paragraph. That's a lie on my part.

Anyway, GO TAKE BECCA'S QUIZ, BITCHES!! -.o

( Apparently I'm Pogs )

Sneaking on while Mom's gone to the hopsital (yes, hopsital) to see Popaw (how awful am I that I won't go just because I don't feel like leaving the house, and that the strongest reason I wanna go in the first place is just to be /in/ the hopsital? God, I'm an awful person. [sigh]).

ANEHWEH.

Whoa, y'all. LJ's PANK. oO And teh Frahnk has a DIAPER! [eyetwitch] But, haha. I so deserve to be slapped in the face repeadedly with one of those damn emo hearts. XD ...[sigh]. v.v [emos all over the place]

It started snowing, like, Tuesday, I think. We had a whole day Monday, though. Shannon actually talked to me for once in the past month. Depressing thing is, it took Anthony being mad at her for slightly abandoning him at the dance for her to do so. /Angering/ thing is, she's still acting like everything's hunky-dory, and I'm so emo I'm letting her. @.@ But, yar. And Tuesday was a half day 'cause of black ice, and then it started snowing a bit that night. [dance] We were only gonna go a half a day Wednesday (I think 'cause it was Valentine's. WTF? oO), but it snowed and they called it off. Would have been pimp to have a two hour delay on a half-day, though. :P Annnd, it snowed some again yesterday evening and last night, so no school today. If there isn't ice anywhere, though, it looks like we'll be going tomorrow. -.-* [gararar] It did that earlier in the month and shit, when we didn't go but the first two days out of two weeks, and then they made us go on a fucking /Friday/. For God's sake, WHY?! T.T

In other news, I have no idea why they put Popaw in the hopsital the other day. :o Something about being dehydrated and a bunch of other stuffs. [frets] This is the second time in the past couple months, the first being around Thanksgiving, when they didn't give him 'til after about Christmas. [grumbles] Stupid doctors putting /expiration dates/ on /people/...

Other than that, I think there is nothing. :o I was gonna attempt to write a V-Day fic, considering I was bored out of my wits from not being able to get OL for three days, but I was so bored I couldn't even attempt. And then I was gunna actually get around to drawing pics fer' the Fallen's world, like, the promotional pics for Jay and Kris' wedding, ya' know? But I never really got around to that, either. >> I did start on a pic of Arin and Adelay, though! :D Their first sortof "date." [gushes] It still amazing me that I came up with ppls as kewl as them. :o And it's stil angering me that in his full-body character study that Arin reminds me of Rob Zombie. [sigh] But, oh well. What'cha gonna do?

Anybody bored yet? XD 'Course not, there's no one reading. :o Forgot about that...

Random thought. LESS THAN THREE MONTHS 'TIL MY BIRTHDAY, YO. :DD I have no idea why I'm excited, though. ...Cake? oo I lurves me some ice cream cake...>> However, I have told Daddy that I want money for my birthday, and not stuffs. I told him to tell everyone else that, too. Especially Momaw (and Popaw, I suppose. :o). 'Cause, you know, she starts clothes shopping for me again after Christmas is over. [sigh] Maybe she'll get me both? I doubt it, but, if she does get me clothes again (like she always does. With everyone oO), at least she's learning my taste, now. I actually got a couple good things for Christmas. :P

I was actually figuring I'd wind up making tons of icons while I'm grounded, but I never got around to it. [sigh] I'm such a lazy-ass procrastinating bitch.

Btw. I have gotten DD's Only the Ring Finger Knows manga. [cackle] Hopefully she forgets by the time we get back in school...>> And I must someday borrow Cami's novels, 'cause I wanna know what happens /after/ the manga. I've already seen the illustrations. *.*

Shan also says she's going to help me pay for a subscription to Metal Edge. :o I don't see this happening, but if it does, it'll be the shit. I told her about the Jussi 69 (for those who don't know, hot-ass drummer from The 69 Eyes [lurves all over the place]) interview and she says she must help. How we'll get thirty bucks, I do not know. :P Though, DD has leant me more than that before, so...

Speaking of Edge. :o Anybody have anything by Slunt? They have an interview with the lead singer (who is a CHICK, yo [w00t] She has a pimpin' ass guitar, too) and they sound interesting. They apparently toured with Manson in '04, I think it was, and it's obvious how crowds like that can be...>> But, apparently, they accepted them, so, they must be good. :o I wants to hear them. @.@

...I need to do something 'bout this icon, deal, yo. I can't live with just fifteen. T.T But, alas. I am poor. [sniffle]

ANYWAY. I'll stop while I'm ahead, I think. XD

[flail] I MISS Y'ALL!! Might get to talk to you tonight. [sends luff]

( piccus )

It's still crap. In fact, I think it's gone up in it's crappiness factor.

Damn.

( N.o.t.h.i.n.g feels the s.a.m.e down h.e.r.e )

I was going to get a whole army hamsters in these things last year and name them after the characters in Garbage's "Bleed Like Me," but I never got around to it. :o I so should have. Anyway, I GOTS ME ONE NOW, BITCH! o.O

And icons all the way back to the twenty-second, that I never got around to posting, I think. :o
There's a couple crappy OTP cons in there, too (there would so be a Sascha/Tim one, but I have not pics ;.;).

Jsyk, they're all complete shit. No joke, dude.

( The b.e.s.t part of b.e.l.i.e.v.e is the l.i.e )

[needs to get one of her MT cons up here]
Got bored yesterday, 'cause I couldn't get online (actually, I'm sneaking on while mom's gone as it is...>>). Anyway, Mary and Jay. It's going here 'cause it's not going on vodka_and_pogo 'cause it's crap and the only, only thing I like is Jay's hair (and even it has things wrong with it). Jay did have a box of past things, and Mary did have a stool...but they sucked way too bad. Anyway,
( N.o.t.h.i.n.g feels the s.a.m.e down here )

Dood. I was going through old files on my comp from last year, right? And I found the results for this quiz-thing Britt made me take. And I'm like, "Fuuuuuuck, dood. That's oooollld." And I decide that I probably lied on a lot of them. XDDD So I took it again. :o

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Very High
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	Very High
Dependent Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

And found another in the process. XD

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus
Manic Depressive
Paranoia
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

Makes me wanna quizilla like hell again. :P [sigh] God, brings back memories...

http://celeb.adultfanfiction.net/form_adult.php
Bullshit!! [wails] Fucking complete bullshit!! How the fuck am I supposed to check things now?! Huh?! Jesus Christ! >< T.T That's SO NOT fucking COOL, dude...

[wibble] Anybody love me enough to weasel me in? ;.;

[goes off to bawl]

Rawr. I like almost none of these, either. >< And there's seriously hardly any this time! T.T And they're all SHIT! This all depresses meh so much...-.-

And it makes me feel even worse, because it's like I've shamed Twiggums (/just/ noticed that they're all involving him, actually. oO). XD [cuddles] Sorreh!

Anyway, tinyrant time.

[cackle] HAHA! We've plotted against the gym teacher. :P We've discovered that our shower stalls are very funkily shaped. And they actually don't have curtains! @.@ But, that's okay, because we don't shower anymore. That's for older generations. :P Anyway! She said we couldn't change in the /bathroom/ that's in there or we'll get in trouble. She never said the shower. :P Besides, the main reason we can't use the bathroom is because what if someone had to use it? So we can't change in there. However, we don't use the showers. So, you know...[cackle] Oh, we're good. >:}

( I keep on forgetting myself//Who am I? We both dont' know )

http://s3.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=40877

Click it.

Come on. You know you want to. It's sparked your fancy, I know.

What? Too chicken shit?

So...
[wibble; sniff]
Anybody wanna make me some armwarmers? ;.;
Pweeease?

( Stretching out your arms for something that's just not there )

Found some more old icons and fixed the banner but I have not the time at this exact moment. I shall return.

Btw, I so just found out last night where that video of him getting maulled by fans (XD) is from. oO XD That's bad, yeah? Yeah. Makes me ashamed. ><...

ANyway. Guess where he was. :P
LOSER CONCERT, BITCH.
[dance]
I so knew it

[<33]









Also, note to self: get off your ass and scan&post the chibi Manson/Twiggy wedding pic, you lazy ass.

Yah, so, I would babble about shit, like I've been meaning to do since a couple days ago when Sasha brought some 'Turkey to school and she and Jessa and I downed it and we all got out early 'cause of snow, but I'm lazy. XD

So, I was s'posed to make a Ging icon fer Essie, but... everything came out shit. -.-* She can use one if she wants, but I'm telling you...[kicks them] Ugleh. Even the verti-banner I SOMEHOW wound up making is sorta crap.
And, I was digging through my old cons and shit from last year, and I found two Ging ones, a Spooky Kid one, and an old verti-banner. I still lurve the Ging ones, of course. XD And the other two aren't bad for someone who'd just started using Photoshop a couple hours before. XD But they're still crap.

Also, please ignore that I forgot to flip the fourth eye segment. I didn't notice until it was too late. ;.; I'll fix it tonight (because I was smart enough to actually save the base, for once).

Anyway.

( gwarar )

Sooo...The Manson/Dita divorce thing...
Yesssh. >:3
I sound so mean about it. XDDDD
Nyeh. Too effin' bad. XD Of course, I probably shouldn't, because I'm just wishing a huge dreamer's wish that will never come true, but...T.T [sigh] One can only hope. And then wait to be devestated as said hope crashes in on you. [depressssion @.@]
Nyeh. Whatever. I'm still rooting...>>
Don't get me wrong, though. He deserves happiness and all. I'm just one of the few who knows WHERE THE FUCK HE SHOULD GET IT [screams in his face]...

Uhm...[cough] Anyway.
Since my guy friend is being a complete and utter ass to me, how many people out there have Jackass 2? I want some screencaps...

In the year 2007 I resolve to: Make millions in the rubber ducky industry. Get your resolution here.

I should have gotten the "Become one with my inner sociopath" one (maybe I didn't because they already know I am?). That or "get high on Sharpies", but maybe they know I already do that, too. XD

Seriously though? I sincerely should have gotten "dedicate my life to making someone else's horribly miserable", because I've been doing that very frequently and dedicatedly. :P